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Learned agency

Hillbilly Elegy

Learned agency is the acquired sense that a person’s choices and effort can change what happens next. In J.D. Vance’s account, the United States Marine Corps did not simply demand discipline: it repeatedly placed him in situations where he expected to fail and then showed him, through action, that he could persist, learn, and take responsibility. The change answers a conviction formed in childhood—that outcomes were beyond his control—with a hard-won alternative: ability may be underestimated when effort has never had room to prove itself.

Origins in helplessness

Vance describes learned agency against the background of what psychologists call learned helplessness: the belief that one’s choices have no effect on life’s outcomes. His childhood in Middletown, Ohio, offered both small expectations and the constant chaos of home. Mamaw and Papaw helped keep him from surrendering entirely to the idea that nothing could be changed, but their support did not erase it. Mamaw urged him to believe he could do anything; around him, however, another message suggested that people from his town were not good enough and that the absence of Ivy League graduates reflected some deficiency in character or ability. Vance says he could not recognize the destructiveness of that mentality until he escaped it.

Boot camp exposed how deeply the expectation of failure had settled in. During his first meal, Vance took a piece of cake, only to have a drill instructor insult him and knock it from his hands. He cleaned up the cake and returned to his seat rather than reacting as he thought he would have. The incident was not, in his telling, a lesson about diet or self-control. It showed him that the trials of his youth had left him doubtful of his ability to withstand the next challenge. Boot camp began to alter that estimate of himself.

Repeated tests and a different expectation

The training made that change cumulative. Recruits were not addressed by their first names and were taught to refer to themselves as recruits rather than as individuals. Their platoon began with eighty-three people and finished with sixty-nine; most of those who left did so for medical reasons. The demanding structure made earning the title of marine a visible threshold rather than an assumption. For Vance, each challenge he met supplied evidence against the belief that he would inevitably be overcome.

He recalls standing proudly when a drill instructor screamed at him, keeping up when he expected to fall behind on a run, and climbing a rope he had thought impossible. In boot camp, the thought of climbing a thirty-foot rope had terrified him; by the end of his first year, he could climb it using one arm. Before enlisting, he had never run a mile continuously. On his last physical fitness test, he ran three miles in nineteen minutes. These were not abstract affirmations of confidence: each result followed a test whose difficulty he had anticipated as proof of his limitations.

The contrast was especially sharp in running. After his first three-mile effort, he was mildly impressed by a time of twenty-five minutes. A senior drill instructor instead made him sprint repeatedly between the instructor and a tree, insisting that he had not yet given everything he could. The experience made effort, rather than a premature judgment of fixed ability, central to the Marines’ expectations. Vance presents the institution’s lesson as demanding and sometimes frightening, but also as a correction to the habit of treating an untested capacity as an impossibility.

Agency beyond physical training

The change extended from physical tests to practical decisions. When Vance was buying his first car, he nearly accepted a dealership loan charging 21 percent interest. An older marine supervising the purchase told him to get another quote from Navy Fed; the alternative rate was less than half as high. Vance had assumed that being offered a loan was good fortune and had not thought to compare banks. The intervention taught him to examine options strategically, not merely to accept the first available outcome.

The Marines also gave him responsibilities he had not imagined himself ready to carry. At Cherry Point, after the base’s media officer lost favor with senior leaders and was removed, Vance’s boss assigned him the media-relations job for one of the East Coast’s largest military bases for the remaining nine months of his service. The captain’s position had no ready replacement amid the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, despite being eight pay grades above Vance’s. He initially struggled, including by allowing photographers to take pictures of a classified aircraft and by speaking out of turn at a meeting with senior officers. The assignment nevertheless required him to face television cameras, work twenty-hour days when necessary, and hold his own in rooms with majors, colonels, and generals. Its consequence was not that the early mistakes vanished, but that he learned he could do the job he had feared he could not.

Meaning and limits

Vance links his growing confidence to a wider change in how he understood ability. The Marines gave him a chance to fail, required him to take it, and gave him another chance afterward. He learned to direct other adults and to distinguish leadership from simply ordering people around: respect from subordinates mattered more than bossing them. He also saw people of different social classes and races work together and form close bonds. These experiences made agency more than solitary self-belief; it included learning how to act responsibly with and among other people.

The memoir does not claim that effort makes every obstacle disappear or that ability is irrelevant. Vance explicitly allows that ability helps. His point is that he had sometimes confused lack of effort with lack of ability, and that realizing he had undersold himself could change the way he approached a challenge. He identifies the feeling that choices do not matter as what he would most like to change among the white working class. Learned agency therefore marks both a personal transformation and a contrast between two environments: a childhood in which chaos and low expectations narrowed his sense of control, and military service in which repeated demands made effort, choice, and improvement tangible.

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